This transition time is no joke! We are processing through so many different emotions right now. I woke up this morning overwhelmed with emotions that I was struggling to name. Mostly, I was feeling empty and like a failure. I know that satan is using this time to try to steal my purpose and passion and also to tell me lies. That’s who he is… he is a liar and a thief whose only purpose is to steal, kill and destroy (John 10:10). He is such a punk!
Often, when I am empty, I allow satan to put blinders on me to show me all of the ways that I have failed, all of the times that I did not love well, all of the times that I allowed those rough, dark places in my heart to spill out from my mouth (Matthew 15:18). Even though, I know better because…
God is much more powerful than satan. He is the strength when I am weak (2 Corinthians 12:10), He saved me and delights in me (Psalm 18:19), and He wants to fill me with joy (Psalm 16:11). The thing is… I have to remember these things! I have to readjust those blinders so they focus SOLELY ON HIM!
Also…God knows when we need a little push, a little encouragement, and little pep talk to say…”Nope, those lies are not MY truth about you. Allow me to show you”…
and He does because He is God.
THIS is how God encouraged me this morning:
Hermanas en Cristo has been given an amazing opportunity to share our story and sell our jewelry at a group market to support the empowerment of women. Rosa and I will be attending and staying at a hotel in the Capital tomorrow night. This morning, I went to Rosa’s house to discuss the details of the next few days.
Before I started talking, Rosa said, “I want to tell you something. Last night, I was laying in bed thinking how you have been an angel and a blessing in my life. The first time that I went to the beach, I went with you. The first time that I will be staying in a hotel will be with you. I am going to the university because of you. Most importantly, I have learned so much more about the Bible because of you. God has used you as a blessing in my life.”
I was speechless. All I could say was “thank you”!
As we all know, that was not me. That was GOD using ME in HER life…and vice versa!
I say all of this, not to show off, but, hopefully, to show how God can use us in such small ways that we may not see it ourselves. You may be hearing lies in your own life that are telling you that you are just doing it all wrong.
But God knows better!!!
He created all of us with a purpose! HIS PURPOSE!
If you are believing that punk satan and struggling to believe God’s truth about you, ask Him to show you!
He is so good like that!